I really wish one day you will realise what mistakes you are making. Maybe one day when either me or Kak Aidah is not around anymore, maybe you will want to realise. But by then, it might be too late.
I guess it’s not about humans being fragile and the world is cruel that I am scared you might break. But I am just disappointed at the choices you make. Beyond disappointed actually. But I guess I don’t really mean much to you or your life. I am just a stranger that happens to be you elder sister. Blood sister.
Why do I even bother to cry for you? Why do I even bother to care? You don’t even want to listen. Oh I forgot, BOYS/GUYS/JERKS make a huge impact to your life right? Oh go on. Ye la aku kan sape? I have no experience on relationship, I am the most awkward with boys and anything boy related is something I don’t understand. So I guess I have no right to say anything about that matter.
And they say don’t give up on you.
Sick child since born. Hate doctors. Hate medicines. But need them. Oh rashes, please go and fly kite! Everything even sound aggravates you :/